Sometimes I think I overfeel things to compensate for other feelings.

Example and yes I know I'm annoying with this I really need to get over this:

My dad died as most of you know I think. Yes. Duh. Well I've never really come to terms with it so I've overcompensated my feelings of sadness with my passion for animation and I've become...too passionate.

I really love philosophy and if Plato knew me he would think I was an idiot. I won't go into philosophy and blah blah but Plato says not to get too passionate about things because you can lose focus on what is really important and that is enriching the mind and soul.

Oh Plato I've failed you. sorry about that philosopher whos name reminds me of a squishy moldable kids toy. (you know what i mean...playdough...geez they sound similar!)

I've made progress. I found Team Aqua's hideout. They better watch out because i have an Exploud on lvl 43...

<== exploud.

and a swellow on lvl 44

not to mention my Shiftry...

So tired. why am i up this early.

poop on the septa. de-septa-cons...like the transformers. they decieve and they are the public transportation athority...athourity?...athority.

something...like...that...

what is rob doing.

went to movies

saw "v for vendetta" on saturday. it made me cry. such a good movie. why is everything a comic book adaptation tho.

went to franklin institute

saw the imax movie and body world. cried afterwards cause i had a bad headache. but it was really cool cause people were plastic.

if you smoke you should stop cause your lungs look really really ugly. same think if you drink and with your liver.

i got scared. you can get so close to the muscle people that you can lick them

i wanted to. but i restrained myself.

i thought the guy might start moving. the veiney people were cool. the new models were awesome. they had gymnast and athletic positions to the dead plastinized people. how the german dood got the muscles to look like they were flexing and stretching. i . do. not. know.

so crazy. so amazing.

Julz

ps. i did all these things with kev kev. i never write that but i think i should because ill sound like a psychopath if you assumed i did all of my daily activities alone. i just automatically have kev kev in the situation. he is an assumed part of my life. i am a smitten kitten. i really dont know what smitten means but eh. and i dont mean to brag but... lovin is good. sex is mindblowingly addictive. i am tactless. i do not care. i heart the kev kev into the foreverness. less than three you kev kev. less than three.

Didn't think I'd make it but i did...

WHEW

Skin o' my teeth.

I watched ER today. I cried because of it. Twas a very strange strand of thought that went through my head. i dont know why im writing this. its stupid.

i have a portfolio of 30 pages im so happy.

thank. god.

Joolie boolie has won

Julie